to me, shows that Magic does happen and that there are mysteries
at play in the Universe. I am not an artist. In fact I never even
attempted drawing (as I was not good at it) until I had dreams of
Pan that helped me to understand one of the many misconceptions
dictated to us by Christianity.
For some reason
I felt I had to draw the image of Pan that came to me in my dream.
Then I also drew my beautiful spirit friend that was with me for
many years and taught me much wisdom.
were nothing like the one at left. I drew this at a stage in my
life when I felt energy. An energy that I could not do justice to
by putting into words. It was an energy that led me to all sorts
of strange things by following it that I would not normally do.
It resonated in
every cell of my body, it coaxed me, it called me, it drove me nuts
and I could hardly sleep.
During this period
of my life I felt like I was living within the most beautiful Magic.
I even began to play and write music again which I hadn't done in
years and which was such a blessing to my soul.
The sweet soul
that I drew in the picture above is someone who had a huge impact
on my life; well her *energy* did! There was something, *something*
in our connection that I still couldn't explain. I had thought that
this energy was drawing us together, but it never did.
this, miracles, true miracles happened in my life that led me home
- both physically and emotionally. My life changed in the most incredible
way. It is quite different to where I was when I drew this picture.
I would truly love the opportunity one day to reconnect with this
dear soul that I drew to find out how or if this energy affected
her. Then again, perhaps it will remain as one of the mysteries.
So this drawing
will always remain a symbol to me of proof that Magic does happen
- in that I am certain spirit moved through me to create *it* and
create the sacred transformation in my life.